I’ve developed these very intense feelings for women before, it’s a love where I become fiercely protective and will literally fight anyone who hurts them and I feel the need to nurture them, and it ultimately hurts because last time, and apparently this time, I fell for someone completely fickle who unthinkingly hurts people. and I let myself get hurt and hurt again until eventually that love is eroded. 

I don’t understand it; I don’t have the same patience with men. or I do, rarely. the men I’ve loved have been more aware and caring - I don’t have the same patience for men who are corrosive, I guess?

I don’t feel the same physical passion and yearning for women that I do feel for men like R… 

more later.

I love her, but she’s pushing me away

people always say “please talk!!” but what’s the fucking point if when it comes down to it, they just ignore you and act like you don’t exist?

can’t even call samaritans because I’m trying to maintain my pokerface for when I need to get my dad upstairs and into bed in a little while.

I’m starting to feel like I’m screaming into a vacuum again

lolitagegap:

daddys-girls:

From “An ABZ of Love”

No word can desbribe how much I miss this and how much it hurts to be rejected… No fucking word.
yourvoiceinnovember:

this looks like a senior class picture of guinea pigs

I’m a delusion angel / I’m a fantasy parade / I want you to know what I think / Don’t want you to guess anymore / You have no idea where I came from / We have no idea where we’re going / Lodged in life / Like branches in a river/ Flowing downstream / Caught in the current / I carry you / You’ll carry me / That’s how it could be / Don’t you know me? / Don’t you know me by now?

I’m a delusion angel / I’m a fantasy parade / I want you to know what I think / Don’t want you to guess anymore / You have no idea where I came from / We have no idea where we’re going / Lodged in life / Like branches in a river/ Flowing downstream / Caught in the current / I carry you / You’ll carry me / That’s how it could be / Don’t you know me? / Don’t you know me by now?

I’m a delusion angel / I’m a fantasy parade / I want you to know what I think / Don’t want you to guess anymore / You have no idea where I came from / We have no idea where we’re going / Lodged in life / Like branches in a river/ Flowing downstream / Caught in the current / I carry you / You’ll carry me / That’s how it could be / Don’t you know me? / Don’t you know me by now?

I’m a delusion angel / I’m a fantasy parade / I want you to know what I think / Don’t want you to guess anymore / You have no idea where I came from / We have no idea where we’re going / Lodged in life / Like branches in a river/ Flowing downstream / Caught in the current / I carry you / You’ll carry me / That’s how it could be / Don’t you know me? / Don’t you know me by now?

I’m a delusion angel / I’m a fantasy parade / I want you to know what I think / Don’t want you to guess anymore / You have no idea where I came from / We have no idea where we’re going / Lodged in life / Like branches in a river/ Flowing downstream / Caught in the current / I carry you / You’ll carry me / That’s how it could be / Don’t you know me? / Don’t you know me by now?

I’m a delusion angel / I’m a fantasy parade / I want you to know what I think / Don’t want you to guess anymore / You have no idea where I came from / We have no idea where we’re going / Lodged in life / Like branches in a river/ Flowing downstream / Caught in the current / I carry you / You’ll carry me / That’s how it could be / Don’t you know me? / Don’t you know me by now?

I’m a delusion angel / I’m a fantasy parade / I want you to know what I think / Don’t want you to guess anymore / You have no idea where I came from / We have no idea where we’re going / Lodged in life / Like branches in a river/ Flowing downstream / Caught in the current / I carry you / You’ll carry me / That’s how it could be / Don’t you know me? / Don’t you know me by now?

I’m a delusion angel / I’m a fantasy parade / I want you to know what I think / Don’t want you to guess anymore / You have no idea where I came from / We have no idea where we’re going / Lodged in life / Like branches in a river/ Flowing downstream / Caught in the current / I carry you / You’ll carry me / That’s how it could be / Don’t you know me? / Don’t you know me by now?

I’m a delusion angel / I’m a fantasy parade / I want you to know what I think / Don’t want you to guess anymore / You have no idea where I came from / We have no idea where we’re going / Lodged in life / Like branches in a river/ Flowing downstream / Caught in the current / I carry you / You’ll carry me / That’s how it could be / Don’t you know me? / Don’t you know me by now?

I’m a delusion angel / I’m a fantasy parade / I want you to know what I think / Don’t want you to guess anymore / You have no idea where I came from / We have no idea where we’re going / Lodged in life / Like branches in a river/ Flowing downstream / Caught in the current / I carry you / You’ll carry me / That’s how it could be / Don’t you know me? / Don’t you know me by now?
boundtothewater:

writeroost:

oroxine:

poyzn:

There is someone out there for everybody.

It just might be a goose.

relationship status: waiting for my one true goose

Buddies can make you better BUDDIES CAN MAKE YOU BETTER HEALING BUDDIES YEAHHHHHHHHHHH
boundtothewater:

writeroost:

oroxine:

poyzn:

There is someone out there for everybody.

It just might be a goose.

relationship status: waiting for my one true goose

Buddies can make you better BUDDIES CAN MAKE YOU BETTER HEALING BUDDIES YEAHHHHHHHHHHH
boundtothewater:

writeroost:

oroxine:

poyzn:

There is someone out there for everybody.

It just might be a goose.

relationship status: waiting for my one true goose

Buddies can make you better BUDDIES CAN MAKE YOU BETTER HEALING BUDDIES YEAHHHHHHHHHHH
boundtothewater:

writeroost:

oroxine:

poyzn:

There is someone out there for everybody.

It just might be a goose.

relationship status: waiting for my one true goose

Buddies can make you better BUDDIES CAN MAKE YOU BETTER HEALING BUDDIES YEAHHHHHHHHHHH
boundtothewater:

writeroost:

oroxine:

poyzn:

There is someone out there for everybody.

It just might be a goose.

relationship status: waiting for my one true goose

Buddies can make you better BUDDIES CAN MAKE YOU BETTER HEALING BUDDIES YEAHHHHHHHHHHH
boundtothewater:

writeroost:

oroxine:

poyzn:

There is someone out there for everybody.

It just might be a goose.

relationship status: waiting for my one true goose

Buddies can make you better BUDDIES CAN MAKE YOU BETTER HEALING BUDDIES YEAHHHHHHHHHHH
boundtothewater:

writeroost:

oroxine:

poyzn:

There is someone out there for everybody.

It just might be a goose.

relationship status: waiting for my one true goose

Buddies can make you better BUDDIES CAN MAKE YOU BETTER HEALING BUDDIES YEAHHHHHHHHHHH
boundtothewater:

writeroost:

oroxine:

poyzn:

There is someone out there for everybody.

It just might be a goose.

relationship status: waiting for my one true goose

Buddies can make you better BUDDIES CAN MAKE YOU BETTER HEALING BUDDIES YEAHHHHHHHHHHH
boundtothewater:

writeroost:

oroxine:

poyzn:

There is someone out there for everybody.

It just might be a goose.

relationship status: waiting for my one true goose

Buddies can make you better BUDDIES CAN MAKE YOU BETTER HEALING BUDDIES YEAHHHHHHHHHHH